I don't exactly know what Monica did in the channel.

But since this fucker is gloating on her success.

Did they do somethings together, in series of,

that was misleading, and attacking my personal life?

Or deterring in mockery?

 

That should be judged.

 

I don't mind jokes. At all.

But if there was deterrence, defamation, wishing harm on to me.

That must be accounted for.

 

No I am not trying to incriminate my 'friends'.

But they have been group attacking me at times.

Though that wasn't serious, it's the mannerism.

 

If it grew in that channel thinking this situation is something to exploit in the mass.

 

Now I know Clark this fucker is abusing me and making excuses as if it to help.

That gaslighting. That is a lie.

Gloating (you will see that in the chat from few months ago) wouldn't exist.

 

There is a competitive effort to deter me from success, and to gaslight.

And now it is trying to cover it up as 'care'.

As it denies abuse.

 

Some amount of that, I can understand. In the mass. Jabbing for fun.

But when it aligns with cruelty. Which is what I experienced.

This fucker must be charged for.

I can't see what they said in the channel.

But I think there was cruelty as well.

 

 

 

Yes, they were helping at times.

But Clark this fucker, was in it for personal abuse and gloating, gaslighting.

There was actually competitive effort to deter me, and belittle me. Wasn't there.

I mean the Taiwanese group of friends.

I know Roy is there. And so is Ariko.

They wouldn't be doing that in an invasive way.

In any case, Clark, by itself is coming an seriously adversarial and abusive intent.

And this fucker must be charged for.

No. You are not together.

You alone have abused my situation and harassed in mockery, in the open, communicating to me directly.

 

Those are high school friends.

 

Friends from elementary-middle school.

Patrick, is coming up as Miyagi.

Appreciate the help Patrick.

And Gordie too, from elementary.

 

 

I don't know how long all this is going to last.

So I am gearing up for anything, everything.

With some plans.

I will try to finish things up as fast as possible.

 

Looking at my reflection these days,

i've grown horribly old.

Wrinkled face, weathered.

Should've used some cream on skin,

but avoided because it's an feminine act. XD

 

But these things, I guess it falls in self-care.

I will need some fat injection to the face,

chemical peeling and all that in the future...

 

Girls, are you sure you want to stay?

I know Clark this fucker will gloat at my suffering and loss.

But I am saying this for you.

If you changed your mind, I understand.

They are trying to kill me, destroy me.

Take my life away.

Callous as to what they do, seeing me a 'sacrifice' that must be made.

Subugating my rights in their arrogance, above fair rights...

 

So. I hope we have a chance together.

but if not.

If you feel this is too much.

Let me know.

 

Seeing that relay recently. "Sin city" relay.

"The monster gets what he deserves"

and the guy's limbs are cut off.

I think the "Marv" character is really FB Mark.

I don't know, if he's been trying to kill me.

That should be accounted for.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Another busy day.

Need to sell some stuff to buy equipment.