I try to be a good person even at the end. Saying good bye to Steve over the emails.

Saying that despite our conflicts, i've seen some 'good' in you.

And I was wrong.

 

How does someone attack in these heinous and vicious ways after that?

 

This guy is ruled by his ego, jealousy, unjustified anger, and I think, mostly, jealousy.

 

How childish can you get?

 

There is nothing more dangerous than a grown up child. An old child.

 

Children haven't yet learned conscience, or how to behave.

It's not always something that is embedded in human nature.

 

That is something you learn in society.

 

And this guy and his peers, when to the wrong direction.

 

 

 

Or you live long enough to become the villain.

 

 

But there are no excuses for his actions.

 

 

 

That is the last email to him.

 

 

It was nowhere near any hostility.

And his actions, it was above and beyond.

 

 

The passive aggression was in relation to that dirty dishes thing, (left it dirty to offend)

and the camera thing he was to help with his phone, so to help me sell some stuff.

I didn't have a camera at the time. And he said he would help, and then made some bogus excuse.

But it was these petty things. Nothing seriously hostile.

 

What he did, when he came on to the channel, with his brother.

Was something above and beyond and following, which persisted to years.

Aiming at my total destruction.

 

And I get the nature of people now.

Before money and success, they can't see someone rise.

I suspect that is similar with my so-called friends as well.

Trying to belittle me. Or take from me somehow.

But most of them, with exception of Clark, not doing so in illegal ways.