Fucking Seinfeld.
Calling me a loser and now "George pretends to be a handicap"
I had issues long before all this.
Who would choose a life like this without a job unless I was dysfunctional?
It's not a choice. It's been an issue.
And it's become far, far worse thanks to all this.
If I didn't have to be stuck here 24/7 fearing for another day of getting framed.
As they try to kill me.
Hope for rewards became about survival.
There would have been ways to grow if otherwise all this.
8 years of this.
You people are insane.
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You wanted more ideas, so I come up with more.
Then you call me a threat because what I can do.
So what the fuck is this.
You entrap me into complete fucking subjugation of my life,
in stagnance.
Unable to move left or right.
You try to use everything, ANYTHING against me.
Making me into a target, even the mundane is used against me, somehow.
As the taunting and harassment, abuse, mockery, continue.
And the idiots, follow the same path. Even supposed 'friends' like Clark.
Gaslighting and gloating.
Yeah I see it in the channel as "Chandler" and now charged.
Good. If that is the case.
I will make further arguments of its harassment later based on the chat.
But you already know.
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So where am I getting at?
Fair justice, fair law, isn't about targeting and creating conflict.
But this is what they do. With propaganda and witch hunts.
I only react precisely to the abuse, and nothing more than that.
These people frame. That is 100% intent to control. To harm.
Why they are in trouble, the many of them.
And frankly, they deserve it.
But if there is a room for lenience on some of them,
I would try and search that with you, for those whose deserving better.
Continued pursuit of harm.
They don't deserve leniency.
OK. I got things to do.....
Focus.....
If people had better intent. I mean to uphold the law and aim for justice.
It would only be the main issue that they accuse, which would also be forced,
which would also be resolved by now,
and not through propaganda or framing.
But they CREATE issues.
They target and CYCLE those issues already resolved as well.
This is PURSUIT of harm, by intent.
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Unrelated.
가수 "비" 씨는 왜 모든 타이틀에서 "Bi" 를 쓰시는지. "i" 위에 macron 이 있어야 "바이" 가 아닌 "비" 로 변하는데, 외국에서 이것을 어떻게 보았을련지...
동성 연애자로 이 수많은 세월을 오해 했을지....
Adam 릴레이를 보니까, 한국에서도 나를 그리 오해 하고 있는중 있거 같습니다.
오해 입니다. 동성에 관심이 없습니다. 개욱질 나네요...
심한 abuse 이니 멈추시길 바랍니다.
그냥 "Rain" 이 나을것 같습니다. 한국단어를 영어로 곧바로 옮기다간 오해.
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They have their lives, even as they are in the court.
I do not.
I am monitored 24/7.
I can't focus on anything else, other than being glued to the screen.
I am trying to interpret what is going on by the relays. My sight is severely limited.
Hence it takes FAR longer for me to understand the events.
And I lose a single day. I may not even able to ever retrieve that, unless help from strangers.
And even that, I can easily miss.
My rights to privacy, and practice of growth, is hindered as well as I am in public display.
Why do I want to share this? Nor do I have the time to focus on my life.
And even if I try, my business would be affected for the worse,
as people deliberately avoid me. If I were to start a small-scale business, or try to get investment offline. Then what? I give out my processes for nothing.
Suppose an opposite effect, happens, and I benefit from the public display.
Then you would turn that around as free advertising, and try to bury me alive saying so.
As if I am an intiator. So I can't start anything.
One way or another I am screwed.
I benefit you, as I always do, as you reap from me, and I am returned nothing.
This is slavery.
8 years of it.
All this stalking and relaying to people what is going on behind my back.
Everybody in a conspiricy together.
Stop. Let me in.
I am thinking that thanks to the new authorities, we are reaching a conclusion.
So I have faith in that.
I don't know what the deal is with the Royal family, or even Canada.
Why do you keep me like this?
You say protection.
I don't get this. Not at this point. Who are you protecting?
Isn't it THEM?
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Is president Trump taunting me? laughing at me?
shut the fuck man.
fucking idiot.
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There is a line between jokes and harassment, or accusations that are lethal by nature.
It is designed to try incriminating me under a false light or raise controversies.
As if I am exploiting the system.
This is what Jerry Seinfeld is doing.
Shut the fuck up.
Authorities should charge this person.
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Suddenly lost momentum. 1:40pm.
What should I be doing today.
Made a list. Need to follow through.
Must....
Have hope.
No despair.
My girls are waiting...
T_T
Optimism...
Ok.
Every $100 counts...
Into an application...
Physically, right now, ok.
But mentally, that is spirit-wise.
It's a rollercoaster ride.
So... must find positivity. Optimism.
It keeps escaping, and feeling of grim - sets in.
Then can't do anything but stay on bed.
Depression.
Must fight it.