I am constantly becoming paranoid on the authorities being corrupted or not acute enough, preferring lenience on my attackers. And then I dismantle that paranoia/suspicion.

You can't possibly be that dim. No...

 

I am a emotional wreck. And myriad of mental issues are coming on as well, like anxiety, rage.

 

I need to pull myself together.

 

I am going to have some faith on you. That's all I can do.

 

So today, continuing on from yesterday, chores to do.