do some deserve a chance for redemption?
no.
even given it.
this is what they will continue to do.
then there is no choice left but to kill.
from my end.
and that is self defense.
elon musk was given chances in repeat.
and one more thing.
is it fair for you to assume that politically,
if i were to kill these individuals myself,
that would be self defense.
as you already know their intent to kill me relentlessly.
if i am given power,
i may have no choice but to be on pursuit of that.
and i hope the law looks the other way if it comes to that.
because. it is self defense,
and the law has failed to protect the victim.
leaving him exposed to relentless attacks.
i am not saying this out of vanity or even anger.
you should know by now who they are.
it is genuine desire to exist without harm,
to not be threatened of my life, and my life's destruction.
and trust in the fact i will find a way to kill them.
creatively.
there will be no evidence.
only your speculation.
this is not a threat.
i am only saying so as my self defense.
i have had enough of their abuse.
these people must not exist.
you are a dead man steve.
one fucking way or another.
you have no idea, how violent urges i am getting authorities.
i repress that, masked as simple profanity, frustration.
and to think about my blood pressure.
but i would not mind, killing steve,
in a such a way that you cannot imagine violence.
when i say i can skin it alive.
i mean this.
when i say i want to kill it.
i mean this.
and i will fucking smile, all the fucking way.
and yes, i just don't want to destroy my life and what i have built up.
of which this fucker is trying to take away.
it is a relentless parasite.
and if you do not kill it.
it is there to continue.
same or similar can be said of elon musk.
what choice do you leave me.
i want happiness as much as anyone else.
i have prospects, love. family.
then there are these abusers, i cannot tolerate their existence.
not out of my ego.
but because i know what they are.
and if you can't get that.
despite seeing all that's transpired.
then i continue to be the victim.
do not take this fucker's demented vanity lightly.
it mocks, harasses and violates its way constantly.
you recognize that fucked up demented evil.
it is not what you see.
You can see why I held off for a very long time. Why I didn't compete.
As I suspected, it tried framing me no matter what.
And you the new authorities, must remember all these events.
Again I will stop for now. Until you contact.
Not that I have any ideas at the moment.
But I will stop, because I am feeding it.
You must remember what's happened.
You must recognize its relentless intent.