Seeing Mayumi's relay on a typewriter,

both a manual and an electronic.

 

I remember buying these while in David's house.

These are after the shelter days,

and heavily monitored inside my room as i am now.

 

I bought them to focus.

The idea that everything I type,

even before correction and edit,

can lead me into mistakes by error

like timeline by order and people could form something against it,

or some grammatical error.

and i wanted privacy of my own thoughts.

my own pursuits public did not have to know and steal my prospects.

i did not want to share.

which is never granted.

and other reasons of which i can't remember right now.

 

in any case,

i picked one up from freecycle, a vintage one.

and because i was running out of money i sold it for cheap.

of which a person offered a cup of coffee for it as thanks.

of which i politely refused.

came from brampton or something far away.

 

1 typewriter was broken.

the manual one.

i think there was misalignment and i sold it over facebook.

the lady bought it as an ornament.

 

and then i bought an electronic one.

of which it was being monitored.

so i sold it.

 

all these devices, i hardly used.

it was in the house and david did not like the sound of it i could sense.

mechanical ones.

so it was just brief moments.

and sold it.

 

then later i bought a e-ink device called pomera.

of which i still have.

i will share the content i have in there with you later

alongside my other notes.

 

these are practices before i written them on-screen,

because it gives me a chance to think and write well,

if not in a LIVE setting.

but this device too, i hardly ever used because,

keyboard is just too small not good.

 

You must understand this important fact:

To me, once after Steve confessed,

it was long since over.

I never expected this person to frame me again.

Had I known, I would not have bought these devices.

I would simply stick with the screen, in fear of being framed.

 

It is only after I moved in this building,

I started noticing the relays, that Steve is framing.

And that I am 'forgotten' somehow.

 

After that all sorts of accusations came.

Like it is now.

 

But that is NOT your focus.

What kind of content I would have.

 

1. You must first understand,

that this is after its confession.

In my awareness, it was completely over.

Its framing.

This is why I sought privacy.

Otherwise, I wouldn't.

 

2. The room was monitored.

So if I was relying on any papers alongside the screen,

while coming up with ideas,

that would have been a controversy.

I had picked up a color laser printer from the streets (which is wifi and is monitored)

and printed out few photos that I inspired myself from.

Which is a retro gaming console, photo of raistlin majere, a wizard, from dragonlance books i read as a child, and one that of books inside a library.

this is to symbolize i should aim for massive amounts of data and references,

to write something in detail. another presentation.

i still haven't truly tried. I could never focus.

here i also discovered chatgpt.

my ideas, after steve's confession were followed by triggers, stated triggers.

of which were mostly from relays of other people and whatever I saw on screen.

and i believe i am stating those triggers as well.

 

and here is the question. during those times.

was Steve framing me?

or was it after I moved into this building or some environment change there in the channel?

because i know it was quiet for a very long time. and it revived itself at some point.

it didn't always continue this framing after the confession.

 

3. there are no foresights.

to whatever it claimed as number of theft.

which is impossible.

not when the duration is spread out to years.

and i have been in re-usage and improving my ideas, re-visiting it for another solution in different usage,

but it would always follow up trying to steal the SOLUTION.

and despite the reminders present ALWAYS, had these ideas existed with Steve.

 

 

So no, please don't front these devices. If anything, it shows my innocence.

Had I known I am being framed after the confession,

I would not have bought these devices.

Nor am I suicidal to be presenting something without knowing what Steve had presented, knowing that he is present in the channel.

Nor would I be knowing there are no foresights to all that mass a number.

His memory alone, would be my downfall.

And I would never be able to fight that.

Note also, this is not only Steve, but as a group, claiming mass amnesia.

The list of ideas, had it existed, it would have been provided to you, the moment it came online on to the channel. Instead a confession and no foresight 300 days later.

And thereafter. There would always be a foresight.

 

My only chance of survival against their memory as a group,

if there is any miniscule, miniscule chance,

that would be to present the ideas as a list, as FAST AS POSSIBLE.

So I would be ahead of their presentation as memories.

Correct?

 

Coming up with ideas like once every few days to a week,

and spread across years,

is SUICIDE indeed.

 

And again. How on Earth, would I know there would be no foresight to ALL those ideas?

 

If without first knowing my own innocence?

 

I have a foresight. I have a prediction.

This is entirely because I am innocent.

Please understand.