I don't feel emotionally stable at times, more frequent and that disparity is increasing.

You are making someone who was adequate, into a cripple.

Contact. Email or something. I have to get rid of the phone # 'cause,

I can't afford it. Contact via email. Or send someone in this building to speak out.

Used the word disparity wrong. XD

Difference in level of treatment to myself maybe.

You have got to contact. This is purgatory.

Or a hell of its own.