Alright vulgar expressions aside,

 

I am saying,

 

What is being human?

 

 

And this thing, violates every natural order of my life,

asserts an identity to the point I no longer exist.

And creates a story that is a blatant lie,

even as the history of its contradictions exist,

 

it is there aiming, targeting my life.

 

 

Do you get what I am saying?

 

 

I am saying I am human, and have always been.