when you start something.

your mind gets so fixated on it that you can't stop thinking.

and you can't sleep.

that restlessness. i hate it.

but you gotta do it anyway.....

 

i want people to know.

i am not taking pleasure out of this.

i am just trying to make a soundly defense.

 

as if i don't.

 

they attack me.

 

i have no choice on the matter.