"so you want to be a writer"

"go full out"

"go the distance"

 

 

when people are trying to exploit me in the blind,

 

and threatening me if one framing works,

 

i become obsolete,

 

as my attackers are given infinite chances despite caught in repeat?

 

 

and you expect me to work on a contingency, no certainty basis based on literal blind faith?

 

i don't think so.

 

 

all you fuckers are toying with my life know that.

 

contact first.

 

give me my reality. then i work.