I have always been about HOPE.

 

What is this.....

 

I am baffled at its arrogance.

 

 

If I said I wanted to kill myself,

that's out of rhetoric ranting/expression.

It's a habit of expression.

 

Not out of despair but anger. Frustration.

 

If it's misusing that as a way to state that I am suicidal,

lost all hope in life and risking myself to insanity,

in this situation as I am blind?

 

What?

 

 

That fucking arrogance,

knowing that I was hopeful.

 

Just trying to exploit some technicality to its advantage.

 

I can't even remember if I said I want to kill myself,

but it is a possibility as an EXPRESSION.

 

And if it is exaggerating that as if it was a constant despair and I am suicidal or something like that.

 

What the hell.......