mr sohail ahmed.

so you relay not everything is true on the internet

so one goes to the library, (photo)

i went to the library yesterday.

if you are trying to relay to me what isn't real.

please be more specific without gaslighting.

it will help.

 

kindly stop with the insults.

i've seen it before.

i can use your help.

 

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when the authorities say,

"this is no place for a hero." (a song)

i get that you isolate me because there are attacks.

i am targeted.

 

but as you are susceptible to their attacks,

and i am affected.

and you need my defense.

as i am the first in line for my defense that often dismantles their attacks.

 

what is the point of isolation?

if they 'win', is *burying me alive the solution for you?

 

there is virtually no difference between me being there,

and not being there in terms of charges.

 

only difference is that i am severely limited in my own defense.

and i have to rely my fate on others.

 

kindly let me in. it has been 7 years.

i am driven to the point of madness.

 

 

my safety is not your decisions to make.

it is mine.

i have stated my stance.

 

if you refute this.

you are protecting them instead i.

or all of us. from each other.

but nobody is under any 'protection'.

 

the court is already in session.

you must give as much fair rights to each individual.

that is it.

 

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there are no procedures to take, no additional 'steps',

no grandiose excuses or entrance to my contact.

 

it simply should be.

contact.

for anyone.

 

because that is the law.

that is given right for any individual

who already has a place in the court.

 

who is a defendant or plaintiff in the court.

 

a simple email should be it.

you are reading my message.

you do not deny this.

you are reading with many witnesses.

you acknowledge my existence.

then i give permission.

call or email.

now.

 

otherwise this is

gaslighting, fraud.

unusual infliction of control.

which is cruelty.

 

do not be cowards.

lawmakers are not liable.

only the people who insisted i stay this way who caused the situation.

 

let me in.

end this shroud now.

 

 

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if anyone gives out some political excuse about energy and market fluctuations or anything,

who are they talking to? why you? when they are my ideas?

who are they trying to convince?

does it give them the right to keep my existence buried?

or should it be spoken in open discussion?

 

bottom line is this.

civil society and the law works on foundations of communication.

fair observation.

this basic right is taken from me.

 

if you believe that this is an 'emergency' time for me as i see in the relays,

then something is forced as prejudice again.

who is to defend if not myself.

can i rely on you?

 

if you plan to contact me when it settles down.

when is that?

are you really going to?

i am suspicious,

 

and judging by way you accepted steve's arrogance as an immediate chance to compromise

into his alleviation. this basic principle that the court must not abide by.

to compromise power on evil, the way it asserts it instead an confession.

 

it has shocked me, as with many other susceptibility to unreasionable and elementary excuses.

 

what if i had missed this in my blindness?

it gets away. as it does now by some ridiculous excuse no doubt.

 

trust?

really?

 

is that a option for me?

 

 

everything is in you folks' control.

beginning and the end.

and this is rigged.

 

why is this?

 

i am getting pummeled, in repeat

and there is deliberate continuation of conflict

when it should be refined...

 

this is insanity.

 

i must express myself, this is reality.

the worst reality endured in the  court for anyone in the court,

is your reality too.

it is your responsibility, too.

please understand.