I don't which idiot fucker is saying this,

I am reading:

 

"Do this & all monitoring spirits will leave you alone."

And the content says, never to share your 'secrets', your life.

What you 'have'. I have nothing but myself. I always have been.

 

You invite me to this competition, offer me rewards for my ideas.

And you draw out the best I can offer in that situation,

 

I tried. I really tried. Until that trying meant my DEATH.

Feeding my attackers.

 

and you think you can take it? Just take it?

 

You have people there, exploiting my blindness,

and attacking me at every angle,

 

trying to subjugate my life and to destroy me.

 

And you think "stopping the monitoring" is what i'm focused on?

 

I am opting to bury myself alive?

 

SHUT THE FUCK UP.

 

WHOEVER this is.

 

 

 

*Apologies if I got that relay wrong.

 

They turn this around to their advantage,

and make it as if,

it's my fault somehow.

 

Constantly.

 

Evil fucks.

 

 

And what 'secrets' if anyone is saying so.

I didn't HAVE anything previous to the moment I come up with ideas.

Everything I did, was made on the spot.

Most of it at least, I believe.

You can see the triggers, as well as,

my attempts to make it work.

 

And the fuckers are trying to steal that.

 

If it was theirs, they would come up with the solutions

as I was trying to come up with designs from scratch.

 

And the timing, and contradictions from them,

lies since the beginning.

Asserting the impossible,

 

and look at this:

"You wouldn't get it" -Joker,

and I see a face with a laughter.

 

Is it playing the victim?

 

DO NOT BUY INTO IT.

 

Again. Because people there, forgets infinitely.

 

That I am not in a situation to risk my life, had there been an idea stolen from another.

To be presenting this, would be suicide.

 

Get that into your heads.

 

What they suggest is an IMPOSSIBILITY.

By memory,

by motive,

by records that they somehow deliberately left out,

by contradictions, by confessions.

 

Yet they force.