Even though I am taking 'revenge' on what they've done to me in my life.

And towards the effect on my sick mother.

As it says, after my mom died, he "knew" this was going to happen.

That she was going to die.

AS it asserted all kinds of harm to us.

Tortured us.

 

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I wrote I am not taking pleasure out of this, and then I realized,

contentment and peace is. From anger.

That can be translated as pleasure.

 

Below:

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I am not taking pleasure out of this.

 

Maybe I will be at peace, from anger.

 

It is simply necessary.

 

It is justice.

 

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By psychology, would I be a fucking scum, stealing a fucker's ideas who was gloating at my mom's death? Or would I be thinking about killing him?

I wouldn't stoop that low. It would be about honor.

My mother, she had faith in me.

And stealing someone's ideas would be stating I am below him. Intellectually.

I am too prideful for that.

 

So that is a fucking scumbag.

If it did this, I will take full advantage of it.

The fucker needs to die.