There will be possibly hundreds of labs in pioneering research, but all open to see.

If there is enough money.

 

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Unrelated.

"Why me lord" and corpse bride stuff.

 

Just because I am moving away from her,

it does not mean i'm pressing charges.

 

 

She most likely just said something explicit like having had sex out of spite.

Or something to scar me in some way.

 

Whether that is true or not is irrelevant.

Her life.

 

If that is to be used against her as manipulation and coersion.

Her 'revenge', as i said is borne from passion.

It can attack the heart, but not if I am away from her.

 

There aare no damages and other attempts are futile at best.

 

It is this type of mindset I want to get awy from. This girl and her family and friends enjoys abuse. And justifies this.

Often crossing the boundaries physically.

Between themselves,

and to target me as well.

What is between themselves as 'friends' is more alarming.

Promiscuity, and this is permissible.

We have different values and as she continues abuse, I decided, irreconciliable differences.

 

That is all.

 

 

You are not some capable of stopping this toxic behavior.

And i suspect, by the level of attacks and in its untimely duration,

there is another sinister or hateful motive. Something is off.

Even if not. Your behavior, and lack of empathy towards me,

your behavior with your friends,

it is not part of my expectations.

I didn't wait this long to accept bunch of red flags.

 

 

She doesn't know where to draw the line in speech or physical actions.

No modesty. Trashy behavior, and savage as to aim for cruelty.

And promiscuous at the same time. This is engraved in who she is,

and good amount of defiance, rebellion, no remorse as well.

She is not someone to trust.

 

Like I said, my jealousy is not the problem.

Issue is entirely with her. She initiates, permits, acceptant of all these promiscuous things.

Why would I want to marry a slut, who weaponizes femininity and desires?

She's evil in her own right. Many girls have zero issues on this.

 

Where this goes is that she will create enemies for me,

gives me an unending heartache, and headache,

and ultimately for herself to become an enemy.

It's already clear. Nobody controls their ego, nor remorseful of their actions.

I am not here to be a punching bag.

 

 

No woman is worth marrying, when they don't hold grace and poetry in their actions.

Words, they contradict her actions constantly. It means there are factors she cannot control.

It is part of her freedom.

I respect this. Just don't involve me in it.

 

Somehow she added lethal psychological attacks as a part of her repertoire.

It is merely mischief for her, but there are hints of self-justification and hatred as well.

And I am not here to take that, become a target to it.

She's been given a chance. But she continues, and this is suppressing conscience.

Though she contradicted herself on the relays as she's done this,

she also went back to abuse even there.

And this girl, this vanity, toying with someone, disrespectful,

either there's a depth beneath, or she's acting in vanity.

I cannot accept neither. I am a prisoner, a victim. She exploits this.

I forgive on a legal level. Personally, this girl too, is a cunt.

 

Be well, get the hint, I am looking for someone very naturally feminine and agreeable, authentic.

 

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I really thought i'd be having sex with a pretty girl by now.

At 33, I got stuck here.

My life was wasted.

Personal life. Gone.

 

 

Authorities, please compensate damages by justice, kindly.

 

I could not move forward with my life, as they attacked, exploited and tried to keep me from power and privileges, equal rigts of any form.

And abuse, harassment, devastation during.