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sounds of cicadas on a hot summer's day...

shouldn't i be outside searching for smells of freshly cut grass.....

watching people play baseball or something like that.

 

instead. for me i can't unglue myself to the screen.

when i get tired, i'm on the bed rotating between naps and observing the relays....

 

this is no life. as my body is rotting away.

 

give me some sense of normal life.

 

 

"you deserve what you're going through. you would rather become good tomorrow

than be good today."

if that is directed at me. who the fuck is this.

this is not by choice. this way of living.

understand that.

whomever this person is, is a prick.

any idea what happens if i miss something? it will be a long time or if ever on catching up.

 

give me life. give me love. give me justice people.

 

need some rest........