and let me guess. as i interact with the girls,

they attack me.

it triggers in them absolute jealousy.

see where they are at psychologically.

morality is but a disguise.

where they come from is coveting.

 

not to sound self-serving or pompous but,

i'm trying to get at nature of what they,

the few of them reacting as an impulse,

in an animistic way.

hopefully people can quickly detect this.

 

need some sleep.......

 

the truman show. everything is controlled.

i'm not allowed to go to "fiji".

 

when exactly will there be contact?

 

do you see this as, either me or them?

so even as you see them doing wrong,

as they are convicted,

would you prefer to see the victim buried alive?

unable to move forward, stagnant.

 

is this a numbers game? am i just one person

before the many who would 'suffer'?

even as they were the attackers.

 

sorry, but that is how i feel.

abandoned. suppressed of my rights in favor of them.

 

by the way elon musk fucking with me right now.

do you really want me to try attacking you?

 

i'm restraining myself hoping the authorities will see you in a better light.

but if framing is your way at it, trying to destroy me.

then you have got to be charged.

 

and so are the idiots with you.

supporting you.

 

 

the fact  is this.

 

you have manipulated this environment to front a criminal using his repeating patterns of behavior, attempting theft, and you played on the ignojrance of the authorities while you

understood the timeline, and you tried convoluting your intent with support,

but the reality is, one can go back to the moment of your turning whatever that may be.

and thiswasn't any problem with memory. see its variations of harm, its growing mischief since the beginning. this was preplanned, and fully aware of the environment that relies on doubt.

he simply became more lethal as time passed on, and as i was doing well, he deliberately,

'muted' me. fronting my attackers and suppressing me, my credit. i was  something to eliminate. the fucker called me a cheater.

no you fucking cunt. you and i both know im faster than you. if not all of you.

you just fucked me over so i can't grow.

pay for that intent.

 

"they lie, wake up." -Kratos.

 

the thing is, if elon musk was aiming for unreasonable defense fronting ambiguity like memory issue, i would have let it. he is mentally unstable.

however, when the fucker is trying to attack me through lies and framing.

that is absolute intent to go on trying to destroy me and as i suspected,

the cunt won't stop.

then we have a fucking problem here. and one of us has to die.

 

i have suffered more than most can understand.

give me contact.

let us try ending this, without giving them infinite tries in creating narratives and doubt.

i didn't deserve any of this.

 

for what could've been resolved in moments, or a short time, had i sight.

but never was i given this opportunity. and only exploitation, evil, lethal. i had to endure.