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Dear Ariko.

 

I don't know what to tell you. I see "hopelessly devoted to you."

And possibly from your father, something like "daughter waiting for Superman".

 

Again. I don't want to be the one to 'hurt'  you.

And by all logic of give and take,

you shouldn't be hurt.

At all.

 

Ok. So you made a mistake in high school. That's no big deal.

But it IS a big deal to ME.

IF I were to be on pursuit of you as a relationship prospect.

It's not a big deal only if I see you as a friend.

And that is what you are.

 

So just because I aim at polyamorous arrangement.

It doesn't mean you can be part of it, nor do I want you to be part of my life.

 

You speak of this "suicide" and all that.

What are you doing?

How am I worth that?

 

My loyalty to you goes as far as what i've spoken.

That is to support your financial situation after all this.

You seem to have gone through a lot.

 

If you want to be technical about it.

In terms of relationships, you are not someone to be trusted.

In terms of respect, you are also not someone to be trusted.

When once did you reply to me?

Yeah I get that it's inappropriate when you are connected to another.

However, did you also not gloat indirectly?

There was a good level of contempt and some form of derogation.

 

Hey, I don't blame you. That's how i'm usually treated by many.

'cause I don't look presentable and maybe I look like a push-over.

I don't know.

 

But I am far from it.

 

So I drew my line clear on you many times.

That's not going to change.

 

You are past I don't want to live again.

 

Don't make it difficult for yourself.

Relationships, is something that could be ever-changing by situation binded by our limitations as a human being.

What I mean by that is,

 

Suppose I get a brain tumor right now, do you think I have a prospect with my girls?

No. Of course not.

 

It comes and goes. The human heart. It must.

Based on what we are permitted.

It's written in the 'stars' kind of.

 

And our acquaintance, is I think, not 'permitted'.

In that fateful way.

 

So let it go.

And have a happy life.

Nothing you aim about me, will change.

 

And stop blaming anyone. Or yourself.

It's just the way it is.

Stop being foolish.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Shakira. Yeah, don't try and direct this as if it were an response to my refusal to Ariko if you are.

Back then in all your instances. That wasn't it.

This, is your harassment and your own prejudice.

 

Don't make me angry.

You should be charged by the law.

 

We don't know each other. And I am just a civilian in a bullied situation.

You are a celebrity who can influence the mass.

You refute when I say what I am, and you decide to assign an identity,
supporting my attackers.

You are part of a hate crime. And that is not funny.

 

Know your place. And I think she should at least be charged for harassment.