Several things I want to make clear.

But you people will try and deviate away from it however way you want to paint what I am.

And there is the crime in it.

You don't do that.

 

People simply live their lives being what they are.

They need nothing else.

And I am the same.

 

To that, several things:

 

1. I am not approaching the girls from a predatory perspective. This is mutual,
and to my disliking there are some heartless factors to it, because, it is essentially transactional. That is, my success determines the outcome. And love is secondary factor.

But. You can't refute that there won't be love. There certainly is attraction, (from me to them)
though I realize for themselves to me, is more of a sacrifice. XD So my behavior and conduct counts in these impressions that I am to make, and I am not so doing well often I believe,
with anger, emotional instability.

But again. Doesn't mean it won't be repaired.

 

2. What is gay exactly? I don't know what your definition of a homosexual person is, and why people are juding me that way. I sometimes do sound a little effeminate I believe, because I am not 'tuned in' often. I don't really speak a lot or socialize with people. But it has nothing to do with my sexuality.

To me, a gay person is, someone who wants to fuck another man. Or get fucked.
And truly. I have no desire to pack fudge. Or fudge packed. Just saying so bluntly.
Nor do I find on an emotional level, a life without woman, acceptable. There will not be meaning.

 

3. You have been listening to who I am. And how cautious I am. Every idea is mine, and because of attacks by Steve and few others. You, as the public who is not informed since the beginning may be swayed. But. Please do try and understand, I cannot be a person reckless enough behind a screen and to be presenting someone else's ideas.

I am here to hope. I am here to enter into the future, without fear of the law.

And from that fundamental and essential truth. You must approach this.

 

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For those of you having this... urge to be mischievous... Or to be a critic, to judge based on your speculation and prejudice.

There is no need.

 

 

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Sight of Ferguson just gets on my nerves...

It is entirely up to ones verification whatever he's said.