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Seeing Kevin Yue's relay on Dorian Grey. I couldn't read it all, it's very long.

But generally it says the Dorian is a bi-sexual being who seduces people and "leaves them dry."

 

To that what the fuck.

 

But if this is about me borrowing money from people. Suhail, Dennis, my extended family..

Sigh...

 

As you can see, i'm on social assistance. And was applying for disability.

This is due to my social anxiety, and which creates insomnia, sooner or later.

And I can't hold on to a job.

 

I have been to CAM-H (Center for addiction and mental health) for this.

 

And you can see that, I was indeed helpless. But I meant well.

 

I am asking Elon Musk to support Suhail investment, despite the antagonization.

Same with Dennis, same with my extended family.

 

So I meant well, but I was helpless, and I wished someone would help me.

A little bit more in detail you know?

 

'cause it was difficult. I couldn't even get the disability because they wouldn't categorize it as a disability. But how do you function without sleep?

 

So the caseworkers recommended me to keep on trying and this thing happened.

 

So don't be thinking this reflects entirely on my character.

 

And also understand, had I means of production in my control.

With just recycling materials, I can make it.

I can make it out of the rat race through the tangible realm,

and make it big through the digital. "Bits and Atoms".

 

And I was trying to turn myself around when I 'met' Anna.

So I entered film school. Again, sleep issues. I am sleeping in that dark room, as the instructor is speaking. In front of bunch of students. And apologizing to the instructor.

I figured, I would get a job somewhere in editing. Maybe even direct some day.

But again sleep issues. So I quit. But I still wanted to try moving myself up. But... all these things started happening.

 

I still don't know if I can handle it. A manual labour related job.

I can't keep up with the fixed hours. If it was something intellectual, and working hours are flexible, no issues there.

 

 

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To summarize what Steve has done, there are no excuse for it:

What he has done is, attempted murder(s), lethal harm. And in this duration, not of momentary negligence or vanity. He was consciously aware of his actions.

I will not write again on what I just wrote about how the presentation and everything else is mine. Refer back on to the bullet points. My 'protection' only goes as so far as my honest defense. If I become credibly framed, it's game over for me no matter what.

I would then have attempted harm on to MANY individuals.

And I would be destroyed of my life. Whether living or not.

Steve has persisted constantly, since the very beginning to create lethal harm into my life.

And everything they have done. Must be counted in accordance to the law.

And that fair law is capital punishment.