i tried writing what was happening in the house, wrote lengthy but my laptop shut off. power cord got loose. no battery.

 

so to summarize:

 

all conflict, was resolved.

and my anger, which was *almost displayed, (with the exception of first time on the library genesis link of which i was getting mad as I got OUT of the room because of his bullying response) was quickly dismantled or retracted.

Anger was justified because he would assert something like, turning on TV 3am in the morning when the rooms were connected by a thin wall, and stating his sovereign rights.

to which I *almost got angry and reasoned his insanity into using a headphone for the PS4.

He didn't care about the suffering his actions would be causing and only stated his 'rights' of which I stated this is a communal living, and we have to yield or something like that. There are no rights that is about causing suffering to another person.  

And once or twice I believe I apologized for my misunderstanding that he was making noise as well.

Once I believe he was deliberately slamming the door as I slept, and I was waking up with pain in my ear with my right arm feeling this stiffness that followed the ear, and couldn't lift up all the way without feeling pain. So even mentioning this, I think he did this so, I did challenge him to a fight outside.

But it was dismantled, as he retracted and apologized, it always became an misunderstanding. It was always like this. Dismantled but only to repeat in some form.

I couldn't trust him. He would gaslight, so the best thing I could do, WITHOUT getting mad, was SENDING HIM EMAILS.

At least this way, there would be records of what was being said.

And that was it.

If there was anything severe as he attempted framing me for, such as beating him up.  It never happened.

We had reconciled since long for all these trivial things.

He has no excuse for his actions.

 

*responding to "bruce lee" anger related things. if he is making that as an excuse.

no that wasn't excuse for this impossible series of harm.

and like i said, if he thought i was dangerous, he would not followed me over to Walmart during the mugging.

it's opposite. i was civil, and they thought i was weak. and this resulted in predatory behavior. as he does now.