Sigh.. Endless, just endless.

How many people must I address, fight against.

 

As for Ariko.

 

Keep stating you'll commit suicide.

 

How is that fair for yourself, your family, and even, myself?

 

Do you not see i've had issues with my family?

That it wasn't meant to be?

 

That the choice you made, was the correct one for yourself.

With your regrets or not.

 

Why do you connect yourself to me further.

 

I wish you a better life. If that is what you want.

But that life, is without me.

 

I don't want past.

I will keep it as a good memory. A hopeful memory.

But it will remain there.

 

So don't insinuate even as a joke, 'suicide'.

If you do die because of this.

What a waste that would be.

 

It is amazing how you've kept that 'innocence' alive.

Whereas most of us, we struggle to feel like we used to when we were young.

Glimpse of past feelings, perspectives may enter as we go about our lives,

but for most of us, we no longer feel we have the right to access/or keep those perspectives.

That is neither good or bad. Maturity is inevitable. Responsibilities and knowing our limits

is also inevitable.

But you don't seem to want to accept that.

 

I am tired. Very tired and weary.

Please stop.

*glimpse

*hopeful

sorry, spelling errors.

Hey, just brighten up and don't drag me down with you.