Blaming it on memory? I don't think so.
How many times was it in repeat?
That is our defense, and stating who we were.
It agreed temporarily, only to go back attacking.
That it wouldn't give up.
And what threats followed before? On my mother. Only to try manifest?
Knowing the nature of it all, and keep on pursuit of destruction.
What was the other option?
Dialogue. Attempting peace instead attacks.
But it kept me this way since the beginning, to misuse the court.
To misuse his power.
To create advantages for my attackers.
To keep making up stuff to antagonize me.
Creating this illusion of fear. That i'm an enemy.
EVEN AS I AM COMING UP WITH IDEAS TO HELP.
It's as if all my ideas were to be painted with an intent of hostility.
The ships. Then why would I hand over that power to the enemy?
When I got mad, that is only by REACTION to impossible harm they were asserting.
They were trying to KILL ME!!!
He attacked a person in evil, LETHAL ways.
When situationally, that is completely unnecessary to a civilian!
Who is helpless!
What part of that is a memory issue?!
I can't dwell on this. I need to focus.
You already know the details.
Some things are inexcusable.
This is against a singular person, who has no power.
A civilian, already attacked by its citizens.
And was in a broken situation.
It was only AMPLIFIED since then.
I should not have been attacked this way.
No way.
This is as I was trying to help your country.
Through the competition. Not by anything that is in my control.
And that would've been resolved instantly by dialogue.
Without creating more casualties.
And the attacks do not correlate.
It was lethal, and out of the line.
And invasion of personal liberty, and rights.
I get exhausted everyday, before my day begins.
Writing all these things in my defense.
Seeking justice.
And before you know it, a day passes by.
And I am again, trapped in the relays.
Trying to decipher what they mean.
It's been a terrifying six years.
Go burn in hell Adam.