Ariko. No idea why you are there still....

Overall,

I really am not interested.

I wish you well, but I am not going into the past.

So if you have lingering anything, let go now.

If you ever want to meet and talk about it, sure.

But you making it weird nowadays...

Kindly find yourself from high school,

one who was more competent than this...

 

Keep seeing "what was I made for."

are you really searching for a meaning to your existence.

i don't know about anyone pre-assigned to a purpose in life.

that would almost be something religious.

you make your own meaning.

you create your own purpose,

and. try and be happy on the way.

stay positive...

 

From here on, decided to sell the stuff I have,

and focus only on work and exercise.

So no more selling stuff to buy prototyping equipment,

and running out of money for sustenance,

hence losing time trying to recuperate this.

I'll just use these machines once,

as I have always been curious.

And sell it off for a low price...

Sigh...

 

Why do I try and hold on to a life (hobby) I can't have in this situation...

 

 

At the moment, struggling with the flu.

Should get better shortly.....