Looks like i'm triggered.

 

Going insane.

 

 

 

This goes a long, long way.

 

Since my father. Whose beaten me up since I was 3.

 

My sister takes on that violence, 'carnage'.

 

That authoritative assertion, take it or else.

 

And when I grew up, when that intimidation didn't work.

 

It turned to passive aggression, and direct aggression in the worst of moments.

 

 

She wasn't human.

My father wasn't either.

The husband is a follower, no matter what wrong she does.

 

I was guilty of being BORN. That was enough.