Ok, today.

Last night, the laptop seller apologized saying it didn't check

the laptop for a long time. It doesn't explain the cropped photos

on the corners. However, as long as there is a refund,

it doesn't matter.

 

But this guy disappeared after saying "today".

So I hope he responds back.

 

Second, I bought a apple computer,

fairly good for the price,

I may sell it again for slightly higher than I bought.

 

All I want is a laptop,

and food money.

 

And because of a person I have to maneuver like this.

 

1st of next month is coming up shortly.

I cannot waste another month.

I have to be productive with what I have.

 

 

 

Keep seeing the "reverse aging" relay.

It's all BS.

Even if it is picking out things that are not so technical,

you already know that I am coming up with these

things based on the relays I see.

And you know my goals and my pursuits as well.

As well as my research through ChatGPT.

 

This person. It has no limiter.

It has no conscience.

It just constantly violates into my life.

And by the nature of *what its done.

Since the very beginning.

It is something LETHAL.

 

These things should be reserved for the worst of enemies.

Actually, even then, I can't imagine using dirty tricks like this

to destroy another person.

I don't play games. For me, I think about life and death.

I think about killing the person PERSONALLY.

It's not right, but at least it's fucking CLEAN.

But this fucker is all about manipulation and violation.

It drains the person's blood. A fucking parasite.

 

 

Motivational speech?

Making itself look like a 'good' person?

 

If it has any SHAME,

it would know it has no right in portraying itself as this.

 

Not after what it has done.

But there is no line inside its mind is there?

 

Everything is permissible in its mind.

Acting in vanity and abandon,

harassing the person constantly.

 

Framing with lethal intent.

 

It deserves to die.

For me, if I were to kill by myself, it would be self-defense.

It truly would be.

 

 

And the thing is, I don't feel that i've reached my potential.

The so-called 'productivity' you've seen from me thus far,

5-10% (Or slightly more or less, give and take)

in terms of how many I can generate as ideas.

At its height.

and probably 15-20% in terms of how sophisticated I can

push things to without help. Well, I haven't tried.

 

It is exactly in the fact that I had to focus on defense by the law,

I had no time to work. Not really. Nobody would exactly let me.

Not to mention reading all these things through RELAYS.

It is incredibly time consuming, and energy draining.

I get the relays wrong often and often untimely, delayed

as to what is happening in the channel as well.

I got much better later on.  But i'm still blind as a bat.

 

These coming months, i'd like like to take it to the next level,

make things more comprehensive. At least a little.

And focus.

 

I hope there will be some help in that.