Breathing in and out again. I can't get my BP up.

I am seeing Kevin Yue's,

"Was Alexander the great really gay?"

Followed by something about 'mourning' for the death of his 'friend'.

And subsequently, David's name is coming up.

 

Because I had helped on this fucker's stroke.

Wow.

I think up until that point, it was torturing me with vigilantism.

So in a personal perspective, though I was helping, because it is a life and death situation,

it doesn't mean in reality, I give a damn.

If I seem a bit sentimental in such a way that I am helping, with the ambulance people,

it is impersonal. I don't know this person at all at that point as well, (enough to know
this is an incredibly abusive character, but I should not take my personal vengeance in an life and death situation. I was being noble.)

but it's the idea of suffering and death.

Which also reminds me of my mother.

Who died in a similar way, by stroke.

As for this person. Itself.

I honestly don't mind physically hurting this person. If there was no such thing as a law.

And I could get away with it.

For its deluded vanity, harassment.

 

Mourn? Give me a break. To be honest, there was a level of 'gloating'  within which I did not show,

for all that torture. Even up to that point. It was showing this aggressive vigilantism physical

intimidation, fucker keeps hitting the bathroom door as it went in.

 And judging by way it said "King and the Queen", when the ambulance asked

what happened. To which they replied, "you mean the King of Queens TV show",

I suspect it got in trouble then as well.

 

Problem with this deluded idiot, as it taunts me wearing the armor I made,

it thinks its invincible. One hit, with a weapon, is enough to kill. Immobilize immediately

the person. And it thinks it would have a chance to retaliate.

 

Either way, before and after the stroke it persisted torturing me day after day.

 

I am only writing this again because it came up on the relay.

 

What a gay fuck. You assumed what, cunt?

That I did that out of 'care'?

If I don't help that is a felony you fucking idiot.

 

And just after this, when it came back, I asked it to be careful for the ailment on my ear,

so not to bang/slam the fridge door. It refused, stating "get to a hospital".

And USED THAT FACT AGAINST ME.

This is what this cunt is.

 

That helping with the overloaded sugar, is by conversation. That was way later.

It adapted not to leave a trace in conversation.

 

And note that I made that armor noticing this idiot persisting, insisting itself with the abuse, and preparing weapons beside it. Expecting me to retaliate.

 

It's a complete asshole. It calculates. It thinks to its advantage and deluded authority.

 

I hope it gets charged severely.

 

Creepy is an understatement. And it's feigning itself as involuntary.

Don't buy into that. It's an extemely manipulative character.

 

And it tortured me as revenge, because when Khydup asked me to go to the hospital and give him the phone. I refused. Life and death situation was averted. I don't have to do its fucking chores when it was torturing me in the house. Right? And it turns out, it did so even more, targeting my ears.

It's an unbelievable asshole. And I bet that Canadian authorities are lenient on this fucker because it is gay.

That shouldn't be.

 

"I was being noble" and "gloating from within" seems contradictory, but it is an inner conflict honestly. It's a fight within oneself to be noble. And I usually choose that every time.

 

 

And despite that, I was tortured. I was attacked.

This person. How can I put this.

It's some kind of a demented character who derives pleasure from someone being driven, and it continues in its deluded authority. That authority gives it pleasure. Do you see what I mean?

It has no fear of me at all.

Inside the house, I can see itself daring itself. Keep persisting with the abuse, while preparing weapons beside it.

Just waiting for me to fight back.

It was creating a reason.

It was showing this predatory behavior. And even as I left, it continued following me on the channel.

If it helps, it is helping in its deluded authority that it has a certain 'power' over me.

But in such a way that it is catering to a person whose it put into an submission.

It is deriving sadistic pleasure out of that authorititative exchange.

It is hard to explain.

But as you can see, where it comes from. And how it ended, with me threatening, "remember that." lightly punching the wall. When it asked, "is that threat?"

that is the last thing i said, and i left in i think short while after this.

and continued itself on the channel, despite.

See the psychology behind this. The give and take is by its own authority, and vanity.

Not cause and effect, or correlation. It is absolute demented harassment.

You have in every right to arrest this person. For whats confessed, and what it repeated.

It must be charged.

It's not something you reason with.

There are no reasons behind it but its own FORCE.

 

 

 

Like with Steve, I chose to leave a record instead on the persisting.

Never would I fight physically. Unless it does something first directly.

 

And again. While this person David, what it did was not a hate crime,

as this person is gay, and partly it did these things out of 'vigilantism',

these are still serious matters of stalking, abuse and harassment.

He must be charged for various harm.