People want you to do well. (Few)

 

Just not better than them.

 

 

That psychology is present with me as well.

 

If they are competitors.

 

 

But I don't go around trying to destroy people

 

because of that.

 

 

Only as my defense to their harm.

 

 

 

They would go above and beyond in trying to

 

destroy.

 

 

 

I can't even focus at the moment trying to

 

fight off these people.

 

 

And what is also annoying, is that when

 

I do start to work in order not to fall behind,

 

 

if my ideas will be miused, exploited,

 

and so will my situation.

 

 

But at least I believe now that authorities are

 

looking into the situation and will get me out.

 

 

So I will work when I can.

 

 

I can use some support right now, but why is there none?

 

 

Adam is a goddamn billionaire!

 

I am struggling to make several thousand dollars.

 

(5k at most) which will completely change my

 

productivity.

 

 

You can't expect someone to become stronger, without support.

 

 

Growth requires growth.

 

 

 

Send some compensations/support. Don't treat me like I don't exist people.