What I fear competitively, is Adam.

When I am not doing any work, he is.

And he will topple over my score in time. If not already.

It's a numbers game.

 

But of course, that is NOT the reason why I ask him to be punished.

It is because of those competitive reasons he specifically targets my work,

when he can start from scratch somewhere else. That is pursuit of harm.

 

And the issue for me on why i'm not working is few.

1. I need balance. And that requires some money. Some income.
I have food and shelter. But, I am preparing to create a prototyping workstation,
so I can reach the local market for some income. Income, of which I can use for equipment for work, and to uplift at least a little, quality of my life. Which is sadly, non-existent beyond the screen I have to focus on.

 

2. Problem besides the time it takes to do the above, is also in how people exploit my progress. Seeing me as some imaginary danger or keeping me here like this as a subject to be studied.

I would advise you folks study Adam instead. He's in your country, and not much difference between he and I, certainly he is more educated, maybe he is smarter, who knows. But targeting me and taking my rights is unnecessary.

 

3. Unfair exploitation or deliberately lessening the credit of my work.

And due to the conflict with Mr Musk, fairly certain I would be homeless in the future as well.

Still I protect myself from harm. I cannot allow further pursuit of harm when I am the victim in all this.

 

So what I am saying is, whether I work or not work, it's a negative outcome for me.

 

Nobody's going to send me support, nor will they permit equality.....

 

What is the point to all this...