this is a second chance to not live in trash

inside my own room.

 

this time, i will organize.

 

hopefully there are no cameras above the toilet vents here.

hopefully. seeing some weird relays again.

 

 

Sigh. Seeing weird relays again. I'm going to make it clear.

My father was a fiend. I was beat up since the age of 3.

From the pattern as I recall, it was once every six months

or so. As i've told my CAM-H therapist. Between this were

intimidation and threats often.

 

Evidence is now buried in time but you will notice even

my cousins (few), admitting to the violent nature of this man.

 

He, along with my sister (later on) have deterred and destroyed

my life, anything that was holy, my being. My sense of self,

sense of development, sense of future. REPLACED by anger and hatred.

 

While I hold small sympathy, I do not consider them as

conscious beings. More closer to animal than human.

 

I am making myself clear. If any of you do not believe this.

You can go burn in hell.