And people. While I am not sorry for the 'reasons' of getting mad.

 

My expressions with profanity, anger. I am. Yesterday.

 

 

I apologize for the outburst.

 

 

But please understand that I am lost.

 

I am tortured.

 

I am not 'normal'.

 

 

 

 

As for Cyndi Lauper, if it was happening,

thank you for your previous support.

 

But seeing this... "true colors" relay from YT.

 

If such a thing were said, you do not know

 

what I went through since the beginning.

 

 

Rather this angry side, if anything,

 

is a testimony to what went on as reaction.

 

One that is human. Not of vanity.

 

 

Please do try and understand my situation.

 

No. I do not wish to express myself like this either.