Whether he admits to it or not in the public,

 

it appears, judging by his timely relays,

 

and perhaps he was trying not to be at times,

 

what I gathered was,

 

he was insanely driven and jealous of all this as well.

 

Great part of that has translated into abuse.

 

 

 

 

You really need to wake up man. Not saying this at the moment out of anger.

 

Not as offense. Literally. You need to wake up.

 

I hear your mannerisms and you are almost in a self-trance hypnotic state.

 

If you lose your ability to reason and fall into irrationality like this.

 

What chance do you have in society?

 

 

What you're doing is just insanity that is on pursuit.