and of course, you keep me like this longer,

and longer, until i react with anger again,

then use that against me.

 

whatever it takes. that's the thing. it's

exploitation. constant attacks in insidous ways.

 

and it's all permitted. it shouldn't be.

i'm just a civilian. a victim.

you can't continue forcing reasons.

 

let me out. let me work in the open.

what is the point of all this if otherwise?

 

use me to the point of zen and give nothing

in return? laugh all the way to the bank?

 

even if not. the time it takes to get to the rewards,

the abuse i had to endure in the now,

what i'm missing out, what i'm taken as my rights,

they all COUNT.

 

And for all the reasons making up right now

as if i'm danger. Wake up.