Ok I got how I feel on the ear.

 

Bruise-sore. It's more deepened effect than that of just effect by if chilli.

 

It lasts few hours to an entire day.

 

 

 

Nobody cares about that of course.

 

 

More the physical pain,

 

 

emotionally affected by the abuse.

 

 

It constantly lingers in my mind. Distracted.

 

 

And he well knows this.

 

 

He would ruin my day over and over again.

 

 

 

Certainly deter me from productivity.

 

 

 

And it is completely unnecessary.

 

 

I don't eat seafood as we agreed because he is allergic.

 

I wait for the ambulance because he had a stroke.

 

 

So why isn't my request respected, instead used against me that method of causing ailment?

 

 

 

Sigh....