Alright. I will calm down.

 

 

I am in a constant state of madness.

 

And that only bottles up, only to be expressed again and again from time to time.

 

 

 

I have been a 'good boy' throughout all this.

 

 

Having some faith that everything will be better at some point.

 

 

That someone will recognize my suffering. This injustice. This violation of someone's rights

 

as an individual.

 

 

 

But that is only as far as I understand I am not being exploited.

 

Other people have jobs. Income. They have people to talk to, to keep their sanity in check.

 

 

I am repeatedly pummeled. Targeted. I am deterred from productivity and focus,

in the name of 'competition' that is okay. Everyone else progresses while I am STRUGGLING to make

my ends meet.

 

And there is nothing. NOTHING.

 

What are you people doing?

 

 

If not to deliberately corner me, to deliberately slow me down, until someone else takes over?

 

 

How the fuck is this fair for me?!

 

 

Wake the fUCK UP!!!