they twisted my emotions often,

usually using my sister as a front,

and she tried burning bridges my could-have been allies

or network,

just doing everything she can to deter my life

from progressing.

 

and i was trying to recover from many years of

abuse from my father. having been isolated,

self imposed isolation from social anxiety,

social phobia, obesity, trying to find a

way into society again....

 

as i do now, i have always needed peace.

 

but i was always a target by another as well.