Alright. I need to meditate.

 

Find my center.

 

 

The thing is that, at times, which becomes more frequent,

 

 

you fall into mad frustration.

 

 

You have no clue what the hell is going on.

 

 

And I am kept this way.

 

 

It's insanity.

 

 

How many times must I live in self-doubt,

 

struggling to try and understand the reality of things?

 

I am highly accurate I am aware.

 

But it takes every ounce of spirit I got.

 

And the focus and energy that follows.

 

It is ridiculously time consuming.