Also, one more thing.

 

Since the authorities don't do much, as to my attackers...

 

I can't trust them. Ironically, I mean the authorities in Canada.

 

 

I mean, I am segregated and not contacted, cornered for a reason here.

 

 

And if that means no protection from my attackers. (and it can only mean this)

 

that you treat me as someone invisible, then I am permeable to attacks,

 

 

where my address is revealed in the public,

 

I continue to be a target. Aggression escalates at every angle.

 

 

 

Then I have no choice but to, hold weapons of my own.

 

Am I correct in this? Not to hurt anyone of course. Only as DEFENSE.

 

Of the potential hostilities.

 

 

So let me be allowed this. Actually, even against the law, I would have no choice.

 

Because, in this deliberate segregation, yet the targeting allowed, and my life is in public display,

 

I have NO CHOICE but to protect myself.

 

So please do understand, if I have a weapon on me, that is exactly because of that. In my defense.

 

But I am not trying to *initiate anything.

 

It is in your duty to protect someone from harm.

 

 

But.... From way it looks, I feel that, that won't be happening.

 

Then so be it.

 

 

I'm on my own.

 

 

And I have been mentioning this since long ago. That my privacy is inevitably exposed in the public and that poses danger in many different forms.

 

So keep this in mind. I am not going against the law. This is a special circumstance in which I must protect myself against many.

 

 

You corner me like this...

 

You just observe...

 

Observe someone becoming a target.

 

Where do you think i'll end up? When things are to escalate?

 

Highest of the highs (rewards) and lowest of the lows (protection).

 

I mentioned this.  

 

Is that so difficult to understand, or is everyone's intent

 

for that high and low to both be in conflict with each other,

 

ultimately ending up with my life ending?