To note:

 

I do not want to state what I can't clearly

remember. But if I remember correctly,

 

When Steve opened the door,

in that moment he opened,

 

he had his hand over his genitals

and pulling downwards, *once.

 

as if to insinuate he was jerking off.

 

 

As I recall, if I can remember correctly,

 

this was just after him laughing at me

 

with a girl, as I did so in my own room.

 

Not entirely aware people knows this. XD

 

So I think I got mad at that backstabbing,

and retracted the money (?)

 

 

Ah - so that is why it came out naked

 

to create empathy. That he does it as well.

 

 

Which was alarming. I immediately dismissed

it to my pheripheral vision and looked at him

straight in the eye and spoke about whatever

the reason I knocked on the door for.

 

I am fairly certain on the memory. Which was

just reminded to me. But you can dismiss it

if I am not clear.

 

But whichever way, he definitely was naked.

And he certainly had a grin on his face.

 

 

 

Since then, whatever he carried out into the channel,

it was based on his own bias and prejudice he's built up.

 

In retrospect, I could sense certain things, certain hints, perhaps,

glimpses of what it was thinking. As I say something like he

should be an actor and is "good looking", ---hard to explain,

but as I spoke on other matters, there are moments in silence,

or avoiding eye contact, certain mannerisms which I can't exactly

pinpoint now, it was thinking that I was a homosexual.

 

but never could I expect such hostility nor was his prejudice

confirmed in my mind.

 

For money, this person was willing to subjugate another with force,

by bringing his brother in. And willing to suppress his conscience

in replacement with prejudice.

 

And that is where the crime began, trying to exploit the situation

with predatory behavior. Aiming at theft, slander, and pushing

on with sexual jargons - aiming also at sexual identity,

misgendering, or whatever the crap this thing persisted in its belief.

 

It was driven by *hate. And by hate, anything he did was permissible.

Again and again, forever. Even as I make my defense in my own identity,

it refused to listen. It just aimed at harm. Endlessly.

 

Bottom line is. This is someone who lost a certain 'limiter'.

That violation to someone's life, his being, was something

this person was receiving some sadistic pleasure out of.