A bit of thought experiment, to show how I identify myself.

 

 

Let us say, if a person dies, he or she is reincarnated into this world.

 

 

This person has no choice over the identity of their gender,

 

the person can be born, male, female, who knows.

 

 

But say this person remembers, each life time.

 

All of these repeating binds, repeating curses and blessings a human being is to endure or experience.

 

Say a 15 life times.

 

 

And in the end, the person must choose to be who they are as a final form.

 

 

I would choose me. Happily.

 

 

This person, who I am, who knows what love between man and a woman is,

who knows how bitter it can be, who knows the potential of that joy.

 

I would choose to be that male, on pursuit of love of a woman.

 

 

And that, simply is who I am.

 

And this person. This Steve. He violates, VIOLATES its way into my OWN IDENTITY.

 

And in impossibly abusive and unacceptable ways.

 

 

 

I am driven by thoughts of MURDER.

 

I am sorry to the authorities but I. Maybe that is my ego. I don't know.

 

But it isn't something that is not justified. It twists into someone's SOUL in absolute violating ways.  

 

 

How do you respond back to this? If this fucker don't know when to draw a line in its prejudice?

 

You must see. BESIDES its prejudice, what it did, in what variations to try and destroy MY LIFE.

 

 

And if that is not HATE, what is?

 

 

This was an insane hate crime. And this person must be charged for it.

 

I apologize for my anger. I am not always like this. I am actually quite reasonable and calm *most of the time.

 

It is that just ---people like this, they are on pursuit of harm, and I have to refute against it.

 

With every ounce of strength I got left, despite being in a demanding situation of energy and effort.

 

Because that simply is NOT who I am.

 

I hope people can understand this.