And about these.... playful abusive messages I see as relays on YT.

 

From Mr Musk, and few others suggesting that,

 

I am in a 'competition' with him. The great Elon Musk.

 

 

 

Sigh... First of all.

 

I am someone who should be apprenticed by Mr Musk.

 

Of all the skills and the ways he gets around his network of recruitments.

 

He has all the resources and the access to knowledge as permutations of options.

 

But... it does seem to be that he does tend to miss quite a few missing links.

 

Until I suggest them. This doesn't mean I am 'above' to him.

 

It means that I see things differently.

 

 

Secondly, I am someone who needs HELP. Which is often callously dismissed

and ignored, by laughter or manipulation by the perpetrators perhaps.

 

And my access to resource, equipment, and the fact that I cannot even

see the issues to counter what is going on. Or what people are doing.

 

It is.... incredibly.... advantageous to everyone else.

 

 

Hence you must all weigh this in a fair manner, willing not to place someone

in a negative light, rather to try and uplift the person in order to live up

to his potential.

 

Many things you've been doing thus far has been exactly opposite to that.

 

 

Let's get the reality. I'm a homeless person on social assistance for social anxiety,

sleep issues, dysfunction in 'normal' jobs that demands keeping up with the

set schedule, which has fixed hours in certain times.

 

I may do well in research and development. As development isn't burdened by

real-time.

 

To counter my disadvantages, my situation.

 

 

 

I need some support, recognition of my existence as official confirmation.

 

Why would you go on setting me in this situation, deliberately keep me in distance,

 

deliberately to create limited viewing of my own reality?

 

Why do you gaslight me and ask for productivity that has no sign of support or rewards?

 

And if there is. That is not even communicated to me directly?

 

And if there is. It certainly is in contingency basis?

 

 

 

 

Ok. So the point is.

 

If you're not going to help, then at least do not disturb. That's one. Help refine issues.

 

And it IS in your power to help me, at least passively.

 

And stop exploiting the situation in whichever ways. By self-centered reasoning

or otherwise.

 

I am in a situation to be aimed, targeted, exploited. That's just a given

from the moment ANYONE who recognizes my situation.

 

Hence people, connecting to me, must also be investigated of their motives,

questioned, if there is hostility is present.

 

 

I think a fair thing is to give me some support, so I can work in my peace.

 

But you are not going to do that.  

 

 

It's just pure exploitation.

 

 

Point being.  

 

Do recognize what is right and wrong.

 

 

This shouldn't be correct in any sense.