To note something about my particular issue

on my eyes? Or whatever is going on.

 

I stare at the monitor for hours,

and I am tired/exhausted,

my head feels extremely tense.

 

 

And as I try to rest, go to sleep.

 

And despite feeling pretty good,

having picked up the laptops,

 

tears came down again and again.

 

 

I can assure you, that is some weird head-constraint

to eye reflex. Not tears by emotion.

 

 

So do not get the wrong idea. LOL.

 

Seeing YT relay. "Tears won't stop."

 

Though there were moments I was genuinely sorrowful.

 

Never about vengeance on my enemies.