On David, it is as I stated.

 

There is malice present here,

 

and while I cannot see the channel,

 

I believe that he has been showing dual sides.

 

 

 

And I have been going through abuse.

 

Since there is no evidence to this, I have stated the facts.

 

 

 

First fact is the arguments we had, alongside Khydup.

That he's made an excuse on the banging, talking about his arm.

 

Which is impossible. He could have always closed it gently.

 

It is just that he wanted to push on with his ego.

 

And affect me according to how he feels like. Which is often petty anger.

 

 

 

 

Second fact. As I stated, he could have always stopped the

 

insidious communication. I have said this is extremely stressful,

 

but he persisted. Again, it only leaves scars such as this,

 

offensive, and once in a while, as indicated now. Threatening.

 

 

 

All this, it was simply about attachment. He simply won't let go.

 

When he should. It was invasion of someone's privacy, and disrespecting

 

this communal setting, to be able to live and yield by small requests of help.

 

Of which I abided. Because that is what normal people would do.

 

 

Bottom line is that, David is... Someone who is often filled with hatred.

 

And he lives on this. Unreasonable authority, and by force, subjugation, to instill fear

 

by intimidation, has been his 'passive' communication.

 

Of which I believe he has admitted to few.

 

 

People like this, at their age, they do not change.

 

No amount of words, reason will work.

 

As I have tried last however many months.

 

It will always go back to that point of malice.

 

 

 

If David's friends were initially swayed.

 

You should not be support him now.

 

I would simply admit it, if I was in the wrong.

 

But I honestly was just trying to focus on my work.

 

As anyone would. In this situation.

 

 

 

It was David who constantly attached.

 

And behaved in accordance to nourishing his ego,

 

extreme selfishness, expressed with aggression

 

and unreasonable authority.

 

I will not mention the instances again.

 

I hope you will remember.

 

 

 

So bottom line is this.

 

I find this incredibly difficult living, stressful.

 

When it does not need to be.

 

I pay the rent just the same. I try to mind my business.

 

But this relentless pursuit. Despite my requests.

 

 

 

It drains everything out of me.

 

 

 

So I will leave.

 

I don't have the money to do so.

 

But once I get the chance, I will pay for that deposit.

 

 

 

 

 

Until then. I hope David won't torture me.

 

Or. Think of vengeance in unreasonable ways,

 

if my speculation is true.

 

 

I am defenseless. I can only imagine hostility.

 

But I can't actually go for it. No matter what David is doing.

 

 

Speaking out is my best defense.

 

And he has been warned many times to stop.

 

 

 

If you are to be charged for this.

 

Then accept it.

 

You are the one who made this choice. Not I.

 

I tried being friendly, being at good terms.

 

You went on pursuit of this.

 

 

 

 

Authorities can tell how stressed I am.

 

This is how I am living,

 

since I got here.

 

 

To have been instilled fear into me.

 

 

With aggression, often terrifying the environment.

 

 

Of which he admitted then.

 

 

 

 

And while, he seems to be conversing in the channel,

 

even supportive.

 

 

My experience offline has been... the same.

 

Just that expression of anger and intimidation,

 

migrated into different forms.

 

 

 

And now it is delving into something morbid and creepy.

 

Evil. For lack of a better word.

 

 

 

So that is what it is.

 

 

 

Authorities should be aware of it.