And I apologize beforehand before saying this.

 

But I have to take all possible permutations of information that is coming in and respond

back to it.

 

And please understand that, that is all i'm doing.

 

 

I see "Captain Holt" as shown from the YT relays,

antagonizing me constantly.

 

If true,

 

And if my past mistakes is being made as an excuse for my current suffering.

 

Then this person assumes control, assumes cruelty is okay.

 

To do nothing but watch, while harm manifests on to me,

 

due to his personal opinions I am left neglected as 'punishment'.

 

 

Then he is being/using a conduit for evil.

 

I see these many variations of antagonization covered by humor.

 

What is alarming is that frequency of those relays appear every time I make an statement,

 

discarding it as "funny".

 

Either one of these two things are happening then.

 

1. Joking.

 

2. It is actually a hidden anger, calling it funny as sarcasm when in reality,

it is a response by adrenalin rush. It is coming from hostility.

 

Both responses as an officer is incorrect.

 

And while my words may sound dramatic, such as saying "conduit for evil".

 

Essentially that is what you are being. Deviating from the law and becoming the law itself

by your own assertion.

 

Then. That would go against you and you will most likely be charged for this.

 

I would suggest not to be speaking in that way as you do now.

 

And again, these are my total speculation. I am running permutations of possibility in my mind.

So I could very well be wrong, and people can judge based on what is actually going on there.

 

But if I am correct, you would be permitting harm on me, and some mentally unstable people

may see that as an likely excuse. What you would be doing is serious harm by its nature.

 

Please do not joke on someone's suffering. It is not up to you to decide or control my life.

 

I ask that you speak with professionalism, and neutrality. Your behavior is unacceptable.