The state of his mind is not constant.

 

It is different from one moment to the next.

 

 

And he pushes on for abuse, even knowing the ailments,

 

even knowing I would and have, gotten angry.

 

 

 

So he means to escalate and keep on testing/pushing the person.

 

 

Khydup has said not to confront or engage because it will escalate.

 

I don't know if he will support if I say both of us know David is trouble.

 

 

Authorities must understand what is going on.

 

And at the height of my reactions, is the truth of what is being observed.

 

 

My writing being gentle, civil, is but my own

 

 

*as I write this, 7:39am, he is hitting loudly, smashing something in anger.

 

Kitchen.

 

 

---self-assertion, I believe it is my own delusion that peace is possible.

 

 

There is something seriously wrong with this person.