Picked up food.

On my way I was thinking about the relay on how David believes he is innocent?

No.

Here are the reasons why:

 

First and foremost, I have not done any particular wrong on David. I was trying to just get by during these difficult times. Occassionally, delays in cleaning. But that was never personal.

The things i've said online is an retaliatory report. Report in order as defense to David's behavior. So it was never an attack.

And with that in mind, here are the things David has done wrong, in a timeline:

*Insinuating violence under vigilantism. Terrorizing the environment for a time = Not okay.

*Stealing my DVDs when I simply borrowed it to him as a display of good-will = Not okay.

*Humiliating me in the public, when I am in the blind, exploiting the situation = Not okay.

*Even after I waited on the ambulance when he had a stroke. Even after I deliberately avoided seafood up on hearing he has shrimp allergy. My request was denied when asked to gently close the fridge door. = Not okay.

*Since then, he has used that vulnerability against me, and asserted his expressions in relation to my statements made online. As a retaliatory act, and as a 'punishment', to whichever he disagreed. Not topics relating to himself as well. = Not okay.

*Many months have passed enduring this. Eventually occassional banging turned to loud slamming. And these are matter unrelated to himself of which he expressed. I had gotten mad myself that day and brought in Khydup, the manager to reconcile. He made an excuse that it's his arm, but I showed how that is impossible. And I said all I ask is that particular request, and he agreed, and that was suppose to be that.

*But he continued on for 2 months following. Asserting his ego, pride. Which is immensely immature - and harmful by its intended nature.

*More recently I asked for help due to my accident with overdose with sugar. He complied and helped. I had forgotten that I stated, I would get ear plugs, though it is NOT the arm, the reason for his banging the fridge. It is pride.

*Last week, on a particular day it seemed it was harder than usual, the banging. So I decided to talk to him about it. He retaliates in an aggressive, and unreasonable tone. That "it is morning" (is it okay if it is morning?) and banged the fridge door right in front of me twice as we spoke.
I got mad for the second time. In retaliation to that, he bang/slammed the fridge about 15 times that day.

*And while I tried to yield with the ear plugs. I am correct in that I can't wear them 24/7 anticipating your occasional use of the fridge. You could always have gently closed it if it weren't for your false pride.

*The bathroom sink, that is an on-going stress factor as well. And in timely manner to state his abuse now and then, which I don't think he admits. That too should have stopped long ago.

*Now I believe David is stating that, he shows abuse because I show no respect. I have shown respect and courtesy EVEN during the abuse. To try and get you to stop this in agreement. Instead what you believe is an further abuse seeing that as an weakness. It is only much later I started showing disrespect because no civility and reasoning would work. You just pushed on.

What i've observed is that David asserts,

unnecessary pride.
unnecessary prejudice.

I have seen these behavior in people in gang-related groups, cult mentality. Authoritative order through hierchy of power, and people 'below' are subjugated.

This also happens when someone's intellect is smaller than their ego.

You assert your values to someone who is in that world. Not to a civilian. A roommate.

 

While David, occassionally has shown cooperation. If there is opposing, contradicting actions of harm at every given point. Showing different faces. And with clear intent to harm and engage in malice.

That is not innocent at all. Whatever lopsided reasoning it may be.

I have always simply been the victim due to his attachment and aggression. Pride, ego, prejudice. That sort of thing.

It never belonged here. But David carries this within himself. People like me, we are simply affected by the bullying.

And that is about it.

 

I will be trying to move out. I will do my best. I am writing all this again because David just goes on and escalates things. He just bought a blue frying pan. Maybe declaration of torturing me as with other insinuation who knows. XD

 

I have no idea what i've done to this person. It is exactly that, in his mind this attachment is justified, alongside all that malice. None of it is.

 

Authorities should assign David to a CAM-H professional, and his previous actions should have been charged. Further if he does not attend CAM-H, then he should be added charge.