Quoting Jim Carrey:
"Imagine struggling with being homeless and someone
comes with a camera in your face to give you a meal
and you have to take it... Imagine that feeling.
Please, stop doing that. If you go to help someone,
do it with kindness and not your ego."
....only my situation is worse in that,
indirect communication, exploitation by many,
targeted, public display/breach of privacy.
I am struggling.
I have always needed support...
Was to shape myself up and get a job somehow,
if I could overcome this anxiety and insomnia,
keep up to the working hours.
Who lives like this, forever, on assistance....
Just surviving. Never lived...