The thing is that,

 

I myself, I get mad.

 

It's enough to keep me immobilized,

 

because I feel it in the heart ---

 

this--- constricting, sinking feeling.

 

 

I try to bring up a better mood.

 

But HE KEEPS IT DOWN.

 

CONSTANTLY.

 

 

TRYING TO AFFECT ME.

 

 

Can someone please say something to him?!