Ok. So concerning relay - if true,

 

most likely not. But it is repeating so I will address it.

 

Dan's relay on Prince William,

 

becoming alcoholic, on drugs and suicidal.

 

 

 

.....Why? It can't be over the throne is it?

 

 

Does that really define your existence?

 

 

 

Like I said before, if I become eligible for this,

 

and I get it, you can have it after me.

 

 

After i'm done with the service. Which could be about 2 decades.

 

But we're young and we've got life extension ahead of us so.

 

 

I don't understand why you would feel that way at all.

 

 

But I think this is just a joke.

 

 

 

You know what? I should be suicidal.

 

Taken privacy, displayed in the public, humiliated over and over again.

 

People attacking me in all directions, wronging you in every possible

chance they get,

 

seeing me by prejudice. Judging me.

 

And I have to just take it.

 

 

 

But i'm hanging on. Some of these people are relentless malice.

 

But i'm just hanging on.

 

 

So I think the reality is.

 

If one romanticizes and become fixated on power or vengeance or

things of this sort, one can fall into that drama thinking that is

the only reality.

 

 

So you, and probably me too, need to watch out for that.

 

 

There's bigger important things out there and that is probably near you.

Cliche as it may sound, friends, family, interaction.

 

I got none of that. But it goes back to discovering that again on my own.

 

trying not to be callous and bitter about the prospects of it all.

 

which is unpredictable.

 

 

 

but why am i giving you advice. you're the educated one.

 

probably read a thousand poetry and philosophical books by now.

 

 

 

alright i leave you be. I mean well.

 

 

 

 

 

haha i sound sickeningly empathetic here. ahahahahahahaha!

 

 

honestly i don't care that much but just my 2 cents.

 

 

and since if i'm part of the source of the suffering if you have,

 

then I am obligated to say something about it.

 

 

 

 

so. good for you being able to have your own place, without needing to meet people or live nearby people who bothers you,

 

eat what you want, read what you want, keeping your integrity, privacy, keeping up your health,

 

somewhat masculine but beautiful wife, can get whatever equipment you need.