Sigh. Again. Gary's pursuit.

 

It is pursuit. Since his attempt to devalue my worth

since the beginning. And my mother, at critical hours.

 

What is your problem.

 

Get out of there.

 

 

 

 

 

Well, Mr Musk. I feel like i'm just beginning.

I haven't *really truly tried.

 

I couldn't. All the distractions

and constant worries of sustenance,

meeting up to expectations of social assistance

that i can't even outwardly explain the situation

for the fear of ending up in a psych ward.

 

among many other things.

 

 

but time to time, i get brief intervals of focus.

 

however mostly from enhancing your relays, building up on it more recently.

 

 

just hoping there will be a time where i can go full out

 

but...

 

 

i am genuinely concerned of my mental health.

 

and emotional health. one can sustain oneself for only so long,

 

talking to, and observing a scrolling wall full of text and pretend

 

they are talking back with a promise.

 

 

 

can someone increase my faith? my trust?

 

 

 

and because i say i want to work, work with mr musk.

 

this does not mean i am permitting abuse, or continued public display.

 

 

 

i think your earlier deep helm relay,

 

since the soil/rock on Mars has lower density.

 

Handheld routers connected to a robot (wheeled)

and rotating in many angles its 'arm'.

Can make some sophisticated designs on a rocky mountain.

 

If not to go straight through it and create sides from there...

and stairs.

 

but.... all these things, adaptable. according to environment.

 

 

 

 

why does youtube say batman saves lex luthor...

don't help tyranny mr Musk...